Single black woman addicted to retail.....The line ties up a verse that has been about a self-conscious woman trying to fill the void in her life – with a college education, a clever baby name, and materialism generally. RAP GENIUS
Everyone talks about drug and alcohol addicts and if you ask me addition is addition even when you are addicted to retail you are still not living a healthy lifestyle.
Here is an untold story of a single black female who is addicted to retail.You are told about school right, get a degree or diploma and get a SECURE job .Buy a house, get a car,furniture and all that is what they teach in school until you start to believe it......then you go get a job then you realise all the sudden everything is not affordable like you thought, it gets worse if you are into the flashy life of shoes,bags and expensive clothes because salary alone cannot finance the flashy lifestyle then it hits her maybe this job is not that secure like what they said in school. and please follow the story I am not talking about an unemployed girl coz thats a different story all together.
"While society paints a picture of going to college as a “secure” way to improve one’s future, the reality is that getting a higher education is not only rigorous—it’s costly and doesn’t always prepare you to pursue a fulfilling path.Since her goal is to make money and going to school doesn’t seem like it will turn into a real job, she switched to her fallback: doing hair.".....Rap Genius
Soon she starts buying shoes and bags there and there until it gets to a point were that what she buys with her salary. The girl who is not afraid to put a P2500.00 hair and a replica High Heel shoes for P1200.00 and still rides to work in a taxi and come home to an empty fridge. But how does one feed their addiction when they have all these bills, and you are suppose to go to these shopping malls to cash your money(salary) from the ATMs if you ask me its a trick. Trust me this girl sleeps and have dreams about life,follow me this girl is educated and therefore her dreams and aspirations are there,but as soon ass he gets her salary all those dreams are push back....she will dream about replacing part of budget on for example getting a mortgage bond and this is just an example then comes month end she buys 4 pairs of shoes same make but different colours and act more stupidly spending more cash at an expensive restaurant to show the shoes and put it up in instagram and sits and wait for likes. let me know if still think its not a problem I mean she will say its my money i worked hard for this Degree then she gets home she is behind on rent and there low cash on the meter box no electricity........ she cant even reply her likes on instagram coz there is no WIFI at home its not the restaurant.
I had a dream I can buy my way to heaven When I awoke, I spent that on a necklace. told God I'd be back in a second, Man it's so hard not to act reckless.To whom much is given much is tested.Get arrested, guess until, they get the message. I feel the pressure, under more scrutiny,and what I do? Act more stupidly.bought more jewelry, more Louis V, my momma couldn't get through to me.-Kanye West-cant tell me nothing
The high of new shoes and clothes is real you can stay up all night thinking about those things and it gets to a point were you start to think you can get other means of getting those things besides salary....now here its gets interesting she starts thinking a man can assist in all of these because she thinks she tried it all...sliding into DMs ,replying all those inboxes you ignored on facebook, sending nudes, dating Married men, having different relationship with different men for money, dressing sexy and it works for some people but not all ...the ones that make it are quick to throw it into people faces so they feel better about themselves...the bereka mosadi hastags,the pictures of passports about leave...the baecay pics without the bae in the picture...soon you buy into a lie that your salary is covering all of these things eish but for those that did not make it they, arrgh!!!are so quick to snitch on the ones that made it into the fake life...She is getting all those things because she is sleeping with married men,me I worked for my things and I am happy- then the same girls secretly sms the same men and offer themselves or say nasty things about the other girl which are not true...all of these just so you get extra money to buy shoes, bags or clothes you cant even buy a second hand car or some sort of an asset......still to be continue
Some innocent (pretty) people will do low (ugly) things to obtain fame and fortune.